Distance

I don't know why, but lately I've been distant from Alanna Land. There has been something from within holding be back, enveloping my thoughts and has lead me to be introverted from the world around me.

I've had a few people notice, saying to me:

"Alanna Joy Lady, you haven't posted your hot shit in 13 days! What's wrong with you anyway? I know you've been having some adventures to share."

And they are correct. I most certainly have (sly grin).

But there is some force field that is keeping me captive. Muffling my laughs and shouts, stopping me from allowing my voice to be heard... Keeping me from being me.

I haven't yet figured out what it is, or where this force came from. But I am hoping, these days, that I may have the strength to rise above it. That I may refind myself, my confidence, my credence... And shine from the rays of my most precious seclude. Well I guess this is a start, anyway...