Diary Entry 8.31

Wed 8.31: Dad's Bday (for the second day in a row says me!) : Pack pack to go back back to Cali Cali : Had a short but sweet convo with 4-LC : Was hoping we'd get to talk longer as its been a while. He was out on the town. I was at home in my room, and I guess our two different modes just didnt mesh so well to hold a convo. He did leak out, however, that he indeed hopped a quick flight to the 10th planet and scoped out the scenery...I think he came to realizations while there. I think he saw things that he knew all along to be true, but was never forced to face since they were never in front of him, laid out before his eyes. Yes- I am here, Yes- I am enjoying my time in this place, Yes- I am doing my best to stay as busy as can be. I'm young, I'm discovering, I'm learning...but that doesn't mean that I'm not missing...and it doesn't mean that I'm not wishing...and hoping...and thinking...and praying...about a thing of the past, and about where the future will take me.